I got a new bestfriend & i'm loving it!

A big hug and a kiss for dad! I love u, dad! :)

Incase u guys wondering what is it, dad just bought me a new lappy! hees!

What is the date for today? 20.11.09? Ohhh! it's my cousin and Raphael's birthday! To my lovely cousin, Happy birthday! I love u always! Be a good boy kays and stop asking ur mama for money to play games eh? If not, i'm gonna pancung ur head! HAHAHAHAHA! To Raphael, Happy birthday!!! Last long with ur girlfriend ok? Don't forget me here sudah..Hahaha! Here's a song for u!

Happy birthday to u!

Happy birthday to u!

Happy birthday to Raphael!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO U!

Ok, I'm still feeling so sick now. I don't know why the medicine didn't work for me! I know i can't expect myself to eat the medicine then suddenly i will be ok. But atleast, my fever will be down by now what?! Gaaahhhhh! I hate it when mum forced me to eat! It makes me cry! I swear i do cos of mum forcing me to eat. I do cry when i'm sick ok!  Boohoo! =(

Yesterday, Aufa danial ross chatted with me on facebook. He asked me out cos it's been pretty long we didnt meet up with each other. I dunno if i should give him a chance to meet me for the second time. I seriously dunno. I'm so confused now and i'm totally sad about it. I really am. It's hard for me. :( I dun wish for anything between us. I just want to be his friend nothing more than that. I dunno how can i explain all this to him. I'm so confused. What's gonna happen if i were to say to him then i didnt want to meet up with him? God, Help me! This is the third time guys been begging me to meet up with them and asked for forgiveness. Yes, I can forgive n forget. But, it's pretty hard to give u guys a second chance. I seriously can't. I'm not trying to be selfish to u guys but i am taking good care of myself. I don't want to be broken hearted again. I don't want to get hurt. Daddy told me that i must love myself in order to stay strong. It's true and it helps me alot. Even if i were to be ready for a relationship again, I would want to go for a serious relationship. Which means, I must really look for a guy who has a good heart. I'm sorry guys! I'm really sorry. =(

Oh gawd! Im feeling hopeless now. Im sick! Fever! Fever! Fever! Alright, I had fun yesterday. 2012 was ok for me. Just that i don't understand why is there survivors? Whatever it is, i really had fun yesterday. Thanks for the day, ____________. I'm sorry i'm late eh. Hees! Oh ya! i know i didnt talked much. Sorry yeahhh! U talked alot! I like it! U make me feel so comfortable! :)  I promised u the next outing i will go like, Yo!!! how are u doing? KKK? Hahaha! Next outing go bowling yok!!! wheeeeeee! Hmm...one sad thing about yesterday is, U DIDNT WANT TO TAKE PICTURES WITH ME! HMPF! It's a must to take pictures tau...memories! LOL! Ok wait, next outing must have pictures taken with me. Okie dokie? hahahah! Hmm...actually there's one thing that i'm really touched yesterday. I'm touched by the way u are, _______________. U never leave ur prayers. I'm touched by that. A guy who never leave their prayers make me feel touched. Mummy did asked me before about what type of guy i want AND the questions came to her mind becos of the show "AYAT AYAT CINTA!" HAHAHAHA! Cute ah my mum nie...Hees! Here's how the conversation goes.

Mummy: Thia, what kind of boyfriend do u want? (YEA, EVERYONE AT HOME CALLED ME BY THAT NAME! RAHSIA TERBONGKAR! WAKAKAKAK!)

Me: Nak macam lelaki pat cerita ayat2 cinta boleh tak bu? Fahri. hees!

Mummy: Boleh...I will be more than happy if u get that kinda guy.

Me: hees! i love u, mummy!

Mummy: I love u too!

Hahaha! my mummy so cute!! Me likey... =)

P.s Don't tell me what to do cos i knw what i'm doing. So, just buzz off! (Y) !

MOR MOR MORNING PEOPLE! *YAWN* I just woke up from my beautiful sleep! hees! As i woke up, i checked on my hp and there's many2 messages! From yesterday messages and today one. Sorry guys i fall asleep as u guys were messaging me. hees! (Y)! Alright, I'm happy for today and at the same time, I'm quite nervous. Only some of u will know why? Nyeheh! I'm gonna watch the movie 2012 today with ____________. (Fill in the blank.) I heard from some of my friend that the movie ain't good. They said, "How can u save ur life when u know that the world gonna end?" But whatever it is, I'm gonna watch it with my own eyes to see how the movie is like. Once i already watch it then i can give u guys the comments kays? (Y)!  Ok, i got nothing else to say. So, im gonna end it here. I'm getting ready soon enough to meet bestfriend before i go catch a movie. So yeahh...Wait for more update from me k guys? I love u guys! mwaaaaahhhhhhhh! <3